Fight for this love .

HEY IM BACK IN ACTION.

2011-08-21T08:07:00.000-07:00

Hello ~~readers~~ spirits & air :)
It's been 12356789years since i post.
So for now, i'll blog as many times as possible about my feelings each day.
Currently, i feel like dying. Because many things happened lately.
Like friendship prob, studies, schools, people. shit.
Am talking to JIAHUI on da phone. hehe ^^
Really enjoy talking to him! :D
&&& TMRO WE'RE COOKING CURRY FOR HOME ECONS.
I feel so random & sad :(
Because my bff is so cold to me ................. haiz
I really what to do. Shall just go with the flow???? ermmmm ya.
I really miss him alot, but i dont like him. I LOVE HIM AS BESTFRIEND :((((
I HOPE EVERYTHING WILL GO BACK TO NORMALLLLL. sigh~
Turning in. goodnight. ♥

Fun you mei you !

2011-03-27T07:49:00.000-07:00

HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO JIEKANG . I know you're my only reader . hahahaha! But still , one reader better than no reader right ? Hmmmmmmmmm , today should be stay home to STUDY? Then hengheng justin called me up & suggested to come my house downstairs to study. Wooo ~ LOL . Then was damn hyper , damn damn hyper kay . Waited for their call , ah then jiu go down la . Do homework , chitchat , listen to music . Around 5 , brought my brother down . He's so hyperactive . Keep running about , making me chase him like a madwoman . ;< Took pics & blah3. FREDERICK SAW ME T_T & HE NO COME CHITCHAT WITH ME. HAIS SAD . I KNOW U READING MY BLOG NOW YOU FUCKER! LOL WATCHOUT . CUZ I'LL RMB YOU ~_~ . OH YA , COPE SOME PICS FROM CF,BROTHER&LETTUCE ! Hohoho .

AWWWW SO CUTE OKIE ;)

whutdahell

2011-03-25T20:55:00.000-07:00

Hello there ^^

I've been neglecting my blog , sorry bloggie :( .

I got lots of things to say , butbutbut i'm lazy to type . How i wish blog can record voice down & just post . HAHA , crap.

I know nobody's reading my blog :( , it's dead . Veryvery dead .

But it's okay , cuz i myself read can liao . hohoho ^^v

Every single day is a brand new start for me . My grades are deproving .

My parents are not trusting me as much as last time . Their trust in me is lessening ...

I really don't know what to do . No , i know . I'm studying , doing my homework everyday starting from now . I have to buckup on my studies , yes i know . I've been thinking , WHYTHEHELL am i regretting now ? WHY?! MAYY , YOU'RE FUCKING USELESS .

DAD IS RIGHT , USELESS GIRL . GO BE CLEANER BETTER. . . :D

IM JUST GONNNNA STUDYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY .

YES . I NEEDA PROVE THEM WRONG . THAT'S IT . LIFE IS SO SCREWED .

& 2012 ?! IM SCARED :( ...........................................................................................

I feel that we're so close yet so far & maybe i guess i shouldn't be fucking liking you . wtf .

WHY THE FUCK AM I DOING ALL THE WRONG THINGS . ARGHHHHHH .

FUCK MAYY'S LIFE . KBYE. :'(

wtfz

2011-03-18T09:27:00.000-07:00

Apparently i've nothing to dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo .

Woke up By KOOJUNWEI'S CALL .

Jibai , i dreaming of my charming prince , he come disturb >:@

He : Yoyo
Me : whut
He : Im @ ur house downstairs
Me : FFFUUUUHHHH _|_|_|_|_ , DONT YOU COME UP HOR .
He : okok chilllll ><
Me : I go wash up hor . Wait @ where you areee.
He : OKOKOK .

Prepared & meet them somewhere over the rainbow~

Ya , then he see my knee . See see see , see see see .

Then say i power . Ya , ka my jiaowei then got uh .

Slack for a while , then went up ?

Rot @ homeee , sms kang?????????? Then just now bs with HAZIQ?? That dog? o.o

Then skype with TB,CLIFF&GJK . Yayayayayayayayaya .

2am , still cant sleep . Knee hurts & it's killing me .

OMFGIWANNADIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ZZZZZZZZZZZ

p/s:I'moveryou.

East coast . 16.03.10

2011-03-17T10:15:00.000-07:00

Woke up @ 7.30 ? Prepared & met TIMOTHY @ cck .

Then went to ntuc to get chocolate & went to kfc to gave it to jasmine .

Headed to mac , sat there & waited for Jam,Jk,Lareal&Tina to come .

They came . Trained to bedok , then took cab to ecp .

Cb , taxi driver . 20cents also wanna suan . 1@$@#%^#$^$%@#$^Y& $%^& .

Reached ecp , went mac . Slackslack~ Then went rent bicycle .

Cycle half way , then they went into the xtreme dk what lj . Pangseh me at one side . :(

After that , continue cycling . Targeting to changi there . On the way , rain .

RAIN ?! ACID RAIN LEI . CHEHH , CRAPZXCVBN . -..-
Reaching changi there , Jam wanna crossover to another side of the road , so we did .

Were cycling by the side of the road , i jitao brake & sueysuey fell .

Hurt my knee cap & everywhere la . Pain ttm :( . WANNA SEE THE WOUND ??? D;

HOSEHBO! Hmmmmmmmm , so everyone was like AWWWWWW . :/

Didnt managed to go till changi , haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiis . SORRY PEOPLE :(

&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&& I WANNA THANK TIMOTHY♥! .

& WAWA , PIGU , TINA & JK for caring~~~ . :) ♥

Thenthen , all headed back to ec . :x

OTW I FELL OFF THE BIKE AGAIN . FARKKKKKKKKKKKKKZX. :(

SUEY MAXMAXMAXMAX !!!!! ARGHHH . Aiya , lazy elaborate le , we ride here & there , up down left right diagonal vertical horizontal everywhere also ride , then go return bike kkkk thxbai. -..-

I WAS HOPING THAT I WOULD JUST FELL & DIE .

THE END .

Malacca trip , 9-11 march . ♥

2011-03-13T06:09:00.001-07:00

Wrong wrong wrongggg .

2011-03-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

Did you ever fall for someone you know you shouldn't ?
Try hard to fight your feelings , but you just couldn't ?
You fall deeper with each passing day ,
But try to hide it in every possible way .
He's only a friend, and nothing else --
That's the lie you keeping telling yourself .
You keep on saying he's just a bud ,
But deep inside, you're falling in love .
You get so giddy when you meet his eyes ,
But keep reminding yourself it isn't right .
A simple glance turns into a stare ,
But you pretend that you don't care .
It's "not right" for you two to be .
Is that why you hide it so no one can see ?
But how long will you pretend ?
Keep lying that he's just a friend ?
Perhaps your feelings you can never show .
Perhaps it's "wrong" for him to know .
Your friendship can't be risked over this ,
So being his girl is an impossible wish .